I have to be anything and everything to everyone.
Losing my friends, thinking stereotypically, and separating myself from .
my family caused my desire to alter my personality. I was losing friends by my apathetic personality .
toward those who were trying to help me. I was also making judgments on those whom about nothing I .
knew. In addition, I was slowly emotionally moving away from my family. Luckily, a positive personality .
change reconstructed my lifestyle. A positive personality change makes my lifestyle easier. .
First, my loss of friends due to my anger and immediateness was a distinctive cause of my desire .
to change. I was lost in emotion throughout my early teens. Severely depressed and anxious at times, I .
have been unnecessarily aggressive in causal situations. Having a few boy friends for whom I developed .
strong feelings, I took it upon myself to open up immediately, instead of being slow and casual about .
letting them understand and know my feelings for them. This frightened them away. I, in turn, being over-.
dramatic had "nervous breakdowns" and pushed the friends who were there to comfort me away, because I .
believe that pity is a weakness in people. After having this breakdown, I became apathetic towards the .
people I loved. I had tantrums, fought, and lashed out at the ones who angered me in the slightest way. .
My overdramatic personality caused my friends to leave me. .
Secondly, my stereotypical way of thinking created a direct cause for me to change. When I saw a .
member of a certain clique, I immediately imagined every stereotype placed upon that clique into .
consideration. I saw members of the "freaks," and immediately thought that they were druggies who never .
took baths. In addition, I saw "preps," and thought that they were snobby, rich kids who looked down on .
everyone else. Furthermore, I saw the "skaters," and found them to be morons who had no other life other .