In her story "The Night Nurse- Joyce Oates demonstrates her talent in developing a subjects character with the creation of Grace Burckhardt. Grace is a strong, prideful woman, who is quite judgemental - not just of others, but of herself as well. Grace is also a justifier, and it is this characteristic which plays the most significant role in the story. From beginning to end Oates demonstrates through Grace's thoughts how this state of denial has affected and continues to affect Graces life and relationships. Everyone has faults and flaws, but when someone refuses to look at themselves honestly and evaluate their own behaviour despite the negative consequences it causes, there is little hope for change.
The onset of the story finds Grace lying on a city street in agony by some unknown source, alone, vulnerable, and confused. Her primary concern is not whether or not she will survive but that she is "behaving well, look how calm and civilized- (Oates, 1993, p. 655). She does not cry out, she just focuses on the injustice that is being done to her that she would be in the situation at all. She says to herself, "I am in good health, I can't believe this has happened to me-(p. 655 ). This is only the first of many justifications Grace makes.
Once Grace is taken to the hospital she is taken into emergency surgery for a blood clot in her leg. It is not until she awakens from the anaesthetic that she begins to admit to herself some of the fears she is experiencing. This recognition causes Grace to quickly shift, and focus instead on performing as her public self, "the self that was Grace Burkhardt, and not this woman in a hospital bed hooked to an IV gurney, her left leg raised and immobile swathed in bandages-(p. 656). The initial shock that had set in from the pain of the clot has passed and she is more in touch with the reality of the situation, mainly the fact that she really has control over nothing else other than her own reactions, and so she begins to compensate "on the phone, she was wry, ironic, slightly embarrassed, determined to minimalize her condition.