When I look back to that day, standing there clutching my teddy bear as if it were the only anchor to safety I had, it is not without sadness and the shedding of a few tears, even after all these years. That picture was taken over sixty years ago, but it seems that painful memories are like forgotten thorns that prick us with their wicked barbs when we least expect it. .
My small, faded photo album is open to the first page and there is a vacant placeholder staring up from the heavy brown paper pages. I have removed this one photo to better see the aging photo. As I gaze at the photograph, it is with mixed emotions as I sit alone, this cold October night. I am no longer that young, frightened child watching her world drift from her sight in a black 1940's Studebaker. I am an old woman now, reminiscing over the old family album where this photo is the only one that reminds me of my father. Photos after that time never carried the same meaning for me as they had my mother. My mother loved photographs and I remember her with the omnipresent camera snapping anything that marked a remotely memorable occasion. After that day, the camera seemed less and less familiar and now any photo of my father is gone. I am not sure if there ever were any photos of my father or if my mother threw away any photos of my father long ago. Perhaps, the memories of him were too painful for her, and I could not blame her if that was the case. Perhaps, she had misplaced the photos of my father or had them hidden in a place where, like unpleasant memories, we store things from sight but never find the courage to completely discard them. Whatever the case, I can no longer remember the face of my father only the feeling that this photo induces: feelings of fear, sadness, and confusion as he drove away that one morning. .
I never understood what the word "divorce" meant as a child. I only knew that the word was associated with fighting, my mother's sobs, and my father's angry voice.
Overview The Back Bay-Beacon Hills area is one of the most up and coming renovations of investors and homebuyers/renters in the market. ... They are looking to use a cash injection along with lender (bank) funding for the project. ... The competitive market is just beginning on the Back Bay and is allowing him to make an offer on a weathered property that could produce the return he is seeking after renovations. ... Opportunities The market for the Back Bay is exploding with opportunities for renewal and rejuvenation of a neighborhood. ... This would allow for a substantial gain on the invest...
On "Don't Look Back- In Steven Holtzmans piece "Don't' look back-, he discusses the arguments between todays' media and the book'. Many say that the internet, CD's and other technological medias are taking precedence over the original version of media, in example the paperback book. The new adv...
In the film "Dont Look Back," D.A. ... "Dont Look Back" provides a rare opportunity to view a music legend like a close personal friend at a time when he was developing his own personal style and learning how to be a rockstar. ... You can even tell that Dylan has a buzz from the performance just by looking at him. ... Pennebaker has that same laid back sense of style of just being there to give what he has. ... If I had the opportunity to go back into the editing lab and change things to anyway I wanted, I would probably barely touch it. ...
Are we to look back on this and dismiss it as irrelevant, are we to look back justify it!!!! There is no option but to look back in ANGER! ... They looked back at there pacifist history and decided it was time to stand up and fight. ... To look back with a soft hard about things will cause weakness. ... However if u look back in anger, it will motivate you to do something about it. ...
When drunk Lon Everett was slashing at Dick, Dick must not fight back because society doesn't deem a black man hitting a white man as appropriate. ... The afternoon before the killings, Dick's Bible lay "face downward on the table," (pg. 28) evidence that he has turned his back on God. ... Looking to the whites, blacks, and God, Dick thirsts for acceptance. ...
Renaissance people looked back to Greece and Rome as role models. ... According to me the Renaissance people hit the jackpot by looking back to Rome and Greece. ... Look for instance Belgium or Denmark. ... In our modern world it's better to look in the future rather than in the past....