When one's desired image for life does not align with reality, it causes one to be depressed. Such is the case with Holden Caulfield, the main character in JD Salinger's 1951 novel The Catcher in the Rye. Holden is a lonely adolescent who is reluctant to accept the changes that come with life. As Holden starts to realize that change is inevitable, he becomes more and more unhappy with the world around him. Holden's battle between his dreams and reality causes him to feel despondent about his future. It is Holden's fear of children losing their innocence, loneliness, and unwillingness to accept change that cause him to be depressed. .
Holden is a teenager who fears the idea of children losing their innocence and growing into adulthood. On Holden's journey through New York City, he encounters several situations that illuminate his hatred for what adults turn out to be, which contributes to Holden's fear of children becoming corrupt. As Holden sleeps in Mr. Antolini's house, he is suddenly awakened by his teacher's attempt to molest him. Holden states, "I felt something rubbing on my head, some guy's hand" (Salinger 191). As Holden attempts to leave, he expresses his feelings by stating, "I was shaking like a madman" (Salinger 193). Holden's fearful reaction to Mr. Antolini's attempt to seduce him exemplifies one of Holden's many unpleasant experiences with adults, which is the reason Holden fears the idea of children growing up and losing their innocence. Furthermore, Holden feels that adulthood represents conformity and he views conformity as phony or fake. According to Eberhard Alsen:.
The novel's central conflict is between Holden and the adult world. It is due to Holden's unwillingness to become a part of this world because most adults he knows are phonies, that is, people who claim to be something they're not (Alsen 13). .
Such is the case when Holden enters the night club; he immediately feels the phoniness in the room and suggests his hatred for conformity by stating, "It's one of those places that were supposed to be very sophisticated and all, and the phonies are coming out of the window " (Salinger 141).