Love, lust, urge, desire, - all descriptions of feelings, wants, needs, etc.
teenagers this past year, have had to deal with it all. The love of one girl, but the desire for the other. Both .
are beautiful, but one is the kind of girl that every guy would come up to you and say, "You have the .
hottest girlfriend I've ever seen." You know what I"m talking about, the kind of girl that makes all the .
heads turn even in a dark movie theater. Well, now let me introduce you to the other girl. This is the type of .
girl who is absolutely beautiful inside and out, but is more of the shy type. I think the only thing that held .
me back from her is that she's also 2 years younger than me; something not noticeable by looks, but .
wouldn't go over too well once some guys found out. So, I think you get the conception of my topic here, .
and I want you to decide if you think I did the right thing.
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I've known her since 6th grade when we "went out" for 6 months, doing nothing more that holding .
hands walking out to the bus ramp, or maybe sitting next to each other at lunch. That was when Rachel was.
a pretty, but not the best looking girl in school. It was in the middle of the 7th grade when she went to .
Dunbar, both of us forgetting about each other after a week or two. I was at the regional science fair at .
the Harborside Convention Center when I saw her again, and we instantly liked each other and decided.
to give it another try. This one only lasted about a month, due to the fact we only saw each other a couple.
times during that whole period, not even getting to go on an actual "date". I think the biggest problem with .
that relationship was the fact she lived in Gateway, all the way by the airport, and I lived in Cape Coral. .
This caused just a few transportation problems! Anyway, after that relationship ended, I hadn't talked to .
her again until about June of this year, around the beginning of the summer. For some reason we just .