To the impartial reader the decision seems easily conquered; choose the escape, choose to get out on your own, but to Eveline things are much more complicated.
Seemingly right in the middle of her nostalgic journey she makes the statement, "everything changes."(114) To the first time reader it may just seem to be an answer to her surroundings changing and she, herself being forced to remain the same. Of course this is one of Joyce's first utilizations of foreshadowing. He is giving the savvy reader the first glimpse at what is to come at the end of the story. Next Eveline reverts to thinking about her own home, which she's unsure about. She claims that she doesn't know the name of the priest that is pictured above her mantle, and when she states that she has never dreamed of being divided from the objects she has dusted and taken care of her whole life, she is starting to take a turn towards the conclusion. At this point she begins to analyze her decision. She wonders if it was wise to consent to leave her home, and she starts to consider what all she is leaving behind. Eveline realizes she is getting away from the bad but she is also getting ready to abandon all of the good. Then she remembers the Stores where she works for Miss Gavan, and how disrespectful she had been to her all the years they had worked with together. She realizes she would definitely not miss that part of her life. Yet again everything changes. The reader is starting to catch on perhaps. No matter what Eveline is thinking at the spur of the moment she is decidedly not sure of what she really wants.
Eveline then introduces the main reason why she wants to get away so badly. Her father has a temper and he has never been the same since her mother died. Eveline is left to take care of him on her own and she is now the sole recipient of his cutting jabs and remarks. She is the one who brings home the bacon and she hates to be responsible for her father since he does not appreciate how much she does.