Ok I was thinking about what we were talking about in biology . And I thought of something I sit with Annie and Jessica burke @ a couple of lunches. I can talk about the semi casually at the table u know like how"d you like it? And what happened between you two afterwards. Then she says w/e happened and I"ll be like u guys kissed didn't you? N duh shell be like yea and ill be like do you like him or is it just a fling? Then ill let you know what the status is. I know I said to ask her personally but then I was thinking girls like hard to get guys so don't ask her. Ill ask like I was just curious n then u"ll know. Make it seem sort of like it's not that big of a deal to you but not to the point where it seems like you don't care at all. You"re a cool kid Mike and one of the very few guys I know that would tell anyone about the way they feel about a girl like that. It's really sweet actually. And I think that if anyone deserves to have the one person they want than it's you. I wouldn't have ever guessed that u liked her that much. And it is wicked hard to just get over someone like that. If you did a bit of reading into the technical attributes of the human brain that that would help you a shitload to understand why you feel this way. (That's for dumb people like me who want to grow up to be psychologists) When you"re attracted to someone that's not just your heart and your soul like everyone says. Your brain sends you signal's your brain actually tells you that there is chemistry. When that happens it stores that information. I"m not kidding either. It stores it so that you"ll always remember that chemistry. So even when you want to forget it your brain can't just erase it you"ll always have that feeling with you. It can become less intense but it will never permanently go away. So it's not up to only you to get over someone it's also our dumb gullible brains. And trust me unless you both like .