The Girl.
This is the life of a young girl who unbeknown to her young girl she will be no more. The purity and vulnerability of being an innocent child and how cruelty and violence can change that all within a single heart beat.
Her life takes off in 1977 when she is a mere 4 year old child. She lays in her.
bed fast asleep, as her mother works a double shift at the local hospital, when she .
suddenly feels pain in what she calls her "thothe". She opens her eyes and clutches her.
"thothe" when she sees her step-father inserting his fingers inside her. The smell of his.
drunken breath is upon her face as he laughes and threatens to kill her mother and little.
sister if she dares to scream or tell anyone. So, she lays there hopeless with her little .
heart pounding as he strips her of her innocence, purity, and vulnerability. .
Suddenly, there was a noise and quickly removes his fingers from her "thothe".
Her mother had arrived from work early. She wanted so much to cry and run to her .
mother but, she remembered what he had told her so, instead she laid in bed and consumed her pain and shock within herself. She now knew that her life will never be.
the same again for the man she knew as her step-father is now the monster who stole and destroyed her life.
For months he continued to enter her room almost every night and she would act .
as if she were asleep in hopes to have him walk away but, it never did work. One night .
though, things were different.
When she was almost 5 years old he once again entered her room. This time he pulled down her pinkish white panties with little bright flowers, covered her mouth which almost covered her scared little face with his big smelly hands and laid on top of her. He began to insert himself into her "thothe" smiling at her telling her " you will never forget me - you never forget your first.