As a child, you look upon life with eagerness and a feeling that you can take the world on. You feel that nothing is impossible, the world as at your fingertips. "The sky is the limit!" my elders would tell me. "Follow your dreams and passions and don't let anyone stop you." and "You can be anything you want to be, just put your mind to it". These were all things I grew accustomed to hearing on a regular basis and pretty soon it just becomes the way you think. But something happens when you get older. Something changes. No longer is your imagination holding you back its schedules and money and a family. Things happen on your path of life that you just accept. Here is a reflection upon a part of my life.
Growing up, I always had a passion for electronics. Oh how it drove my parents nuts. I remember many occasions where I destroyed their new VCR just to see how it worked and there was very few times I was able to put the things back together and they worked properly. That passion for gadgets and gismos continued to grow throughout my childhood. Finally, one day when I was about eight or so, my father bought me computer. It was a slightly used Packard Bell 286 with 1MB RAM and a 20 MB hard drive. WOW, what a machine, so I thought at the time. The computer consumed me; I spent every moment I had on that computer. Constantly learning new things, locking my self out of it and trying to get back in, it was great. .
In the early 90's, the technology boom was amazing. Everything was changing so fast it was impossible to keep up. Shortly after I got my first computer, the new buzz word was the "Internet". Most people didn't know what the Internet was or anything about personal computers. I began playing with the internet through CompuServe (now American Online) which at the time was a fraction of what the internet is today but it was amazing at the time. The idea that you could almost instantly get information from around the world at any given time from the comfort of you own home was awesome.