In this chapter she performs the song "Dont hurt yourself" which shows all of the anger she felt in this rough time. At one point in the song when she is describing the way Jay-z loved her she says, "You aint trying hard enough, You aint loving hard enough, You don't love me deep enough, We aint reaching peaks enough." These lines in this song show the anger she had with his form of love. She felt like he wasn't doing his job as a husband. Those lines show the anger that loved caused her. She goes on to describe how angry she is by saying "Hey baby, who the fuck do you think i am? Give my fat ass a big kiss boy, tonight I'm fucking up all your shit boy." Those lines were sang with passion and almost were being screamed when she was singing. This helped emphasize her anger towards him through the song. This song proves that love can create two people who love each other. In my life a family member that I loved very much caused me this same anger. He didn't cheat on me but it felt like he let me down in the same way. The pain he caused me was a pain of betrayal. He was a drug addict and had many problems with drugs but that is not what the anger stemmed from. The anger comes from the lying and stealing and promises he broke. My brother and I are extremely close and love each other very much. Family is also very important to me so when someone in my family lets me down it hurts more than the average person. The pain he caused me is very similar to the pain Beyonce felt. She was betrayed and lied to by someone she loved to death. Someone who was supposed to have her back and always be there for her. In my case my brother did the same to me. He would tell me every time I asked if he was going to stop that he would. He would tell me he didn't steal from my wallet even when I watched him do it. He would always tell me he was going to come home and then never did. He promised he wouldn't break apart my family even when he knew he was.