Making decisions is part of being human, but sometimes the decisions we make can turn out to have the worst outcome. Two and a half years ago I met my current girlfriend Yesenia. When we started going out, I felt great. I had someone to cuddle with, make new memories, hug, kiss, trust and love. Instead of talking to her during the day, I would talk to my ex-girlfriend which I still had a huge obsession for. I did not know that Yesenia was pregnant at the time. Unfortunately, she suffered a miscarriage. It was only a matter of time until I realized she had become someone more important than I had initially thought. Losing an unborn child made me love my girlfriend for the better, take more responsibility of my actions, and never take good things around me for granted.
At the beginning of my relationship with Yesenia, my feelings towards her were not as strong as hers due to my obsession with my ex-girlfriend. A few months earlier my previous relationship with my ex ended. I had met my ex about five years ago and our relationship lasted two years. I had so many memories with her that I did not experience with anybody else in my life before. She was what I thought to be my " first love". After our break-up I would still talk to her day and night because she was the only one I wanted to be with, or at least that is what I thought. When I found out that she had moved on and started a new relationship, it broke my heart. Seeing her pictures with her new boyfriend on social media made me realized it was time for me to finally let her go.
A couple months later I met Yesenia on Facebook. I had sent her a friend request because she looked beautiful. She had this profile picture wearing a grey shirt and wavy long black hair put out to her left side sitting in her mom's car. When she accepted my friend request I started talking to her not knowing that I was going to end up liking her more than a friend.