Indeed, I was really afraid of argument, so I always tried to avoid it. I was also afraid of being a bad person in others' thoughts. I actually cared about what others thought about me, whether they love me or whether they respect me or not. I really wanted to know what my position in their heart was. Hence, I was trying to do anything they asked, caring about them, understand them, and showing respect to them. However, doing all of those things did not actually bring my full of happiness. I did not know why, but I could feel that there was something wrong in the way I had behaved towards other people. However, there was a girl who made me no longer concern about my ethic code at that time. She has been a friend of mine since we were in kindergarten. We were always nice to each other as well as tried to understand each other. She always smiled and said kind words to me whenever she saw me. That was the reason why I treated her kindly at all times. Indeed, whenever I had doubt about my ethic code, thinking of her always made me believe that I did the right thing in the way I behaved. Also, having a friend like her, I know that I would be treated as a way I treated others, like the way she treated me. Therefore, I still chose to be kind and nice with other people even though I felt uncomfortable sometimes. .
After 14 years believing that personal ethic code, there was an unexpected thing happened to me. The friend that I believed most and respect most cheated me. As I mentioned above, she was always the friend that I love most because she always showed me her kindness and talked kind words to me. Also, she also helped me whenever I felt lost in my life. Then, one day, I saw her talking with other friends about me. I could not believe in my ears at that time. I wish I had been deaf. I wondered if it had been a dream. I heard that she told the other friend that she just wanted to take advantage of me because I always did everything to make her happy.